no, i'm afraid charlotte no longer lives here.

i can't seem to watch powerpuff girls anymore.

i won't ever go to that chocolate place.

i feel sad whenever i think of "spiderman", "lord of the rings" and "monsters, inc."

i can't bring myself to open my bantock books.

i wonder if i could ever do, ever be enough.

i mourn what i lost, what i missed, what was taken away from me.

and i'm still haunted by all of it.

if it makes you feel better, you're not the only one having a hard time.

i actually have it worse.